What doesn't kill you makes u stronger

"like i'm lost every now n then, ain't sure of where i'm directing myself to...my future's dark n gloomy....feel like i'm setting myself a trap which gonna pull me nowhere but to plunge into a horrible hole n no sound but a "thump" could be heard..."

"life's like betting ppl used to say, but to me, it's just LIFE..being a professional, it's a LIFE..a beggar also has his own LIFE...an abandoned animal trying to find a good owner, is part of his LIFE...a dying plant which although rests under the sun, without water, surely it's gonna be LIFEless...so..LIFE...LIFE...LIFE...whatz mine? to always party, club, hang-out with friends, n have fun..."

i've got my own mixed-up stories,n i believe everybody has theirs too.ain't no fairytales in diz world,it only exists in dreams which's what i perceive as day-time hallucination."work your own miracles,cuz i dun believe in that" being unable to try crazy things gloom my life n of course being forced to lose my freedom,then i'd rather u kill me instead of having me to suffer this torture.i hate to plan,dat's y i've always luvd going to wherever my instinct directs me to..

ppl come ppl go, dat's part of life.so,if u prefer to quit,please do so cuz i won't come begging for u to stay.i believe everything happens for a reason n won't question any why's? cuz i know u would've told me if u feel like instead of me tormenting u n longing for the absolutely flawless answer.

i've been betrayed,cheated,fooled,..think u've taught me a lesson?yes,i havta thank you for most importantly cuz i've been given a chance to understand humans better but hey doesn't mean dat i'm giving up myself to surrender to this inevitable physical n emotional pain that every human must suffer.

open ur thoughts n learn fr mistakes,y being so stubborn n unyielding?it's u who's not seeing the light n gonna suffer..dun b selfish n think it's only u who's being punished n feels like grounded in a torture chamber,everybody suffers fr dat,dat's how u learn fr the hard way!learn to let go,den u'll know there'r even more amazing things out there..

i always have the illusive fantasy of being one of the vampires->the nocturnal blood sucker, night-strollin' along the streets, hunting for fresh "syrups" to fill my desire..dark & mystic are words to describe us..immortality's what we've been striving for survival.. "i know i'm shitty, so i assume all my friends embrace the same "superfine" quality as i do to, right ppl?? muahahaha....." if u hate the truth,pls steer clear..