I dont understand.. seriously..

what do I have to go through this over and over again.. I do, I really do want to stay. Looking at the people that joined ever since they left uni, 17years later, he is a director.

I constantly feeling I screwed up.. Maybe I am too harsh, maybe I am really not the material..

Job insecurity, shitty bitchy boss, corporate restrucuturing.. I hate all these.. I do, I really do want stability....