Spoke to ma on the phone.. again, she and every other people were curious (more to busy-body, obviously referring to the "other people") that why is that I couldn't make it to go back for holiday .. It's been my 4th years, approaching the 5th in a few months' time, since I touch down in the Aussie-land.

Well.. I finally come to a conclusion - more like finally admit and dare to tell you, who-ever that is that having the constant curiousity of why I seems so pathetic and couldn't make it to go back for holiday, I simply don't see the point or the attraction of going back. It simply isn't my priority at all.