** Age

Speaking of age.. there was once, somebody told me, graduated at the age of 22 is really young.. well, i suppose she is trying to compare with an Engineering graduate.. yeah, i can be consider as a really young one when comparing with my engineering-graduated sista..

Some thoughts run through my mind these couples of day.. Comparing to the people i work with.. i suppose i m one of those not-young-nemore working.. at least i m already a graduate,while some of the part-timers are stil in uni ..take a closer look at myself,.who am i ? i completed a Finance degree,but i am in the cafe everyday (for work).. for what ? No one understand why a Finance graduate like me will be working there.....

David, a colleague of mine.. start working there at about the same time as i do.. but,he seems so Pro.. and..get along really well with everyone.. was it simply because of culture or, perhaps, OZ can communicate with OZ better than a foreigner like me..

Haven i mention, those associate owner of the cafe is about my age (which i guess so..) Even though i dont know what their exact age.. but, by looking at them.. i am pretty sure that they age between 25 to 30 year-old.. which is just few years elder than me.. Again.. i couldnt held to, not ask myself, "what the heck am i doing ?" ...

All of a sudden, i felt so Lost.. I was never like this.. I always know what i want.where i should be going.. But,since i graduated from uni.. I am LOST, totally...

The huge sense of failure deep inside me is eating me up...