^^^Uncertainty that seems to continues

I couldnt held to wonder.. Am I asking too much. Take a look on myself, why cant i have what they had ? Was it something wrong with me, or was it that i m asking too much.. Maybe is just not yet the time.. well, if so, when is the Time ?

I would had say that my greatest fear for this moment would be that I would stay like this FOREVER, which I dont wish to be..