"Teardrop" Massive Attack :: Mazzanine ::

"Teardrop" :: Massive Attact, Mazzanine ::

Time flies... it has been few month ago since i last updated my blog.. i was once thought of not updating it anymore, and, delete the whole account instead.. well, not too much reason for that, just somewhat an emotional thought and trying to act more Emotional without thinking too much...

Been to Melbourne for about a weeks time.. I've had some really great time over there.. It was sort of like a Retreat for myself.. early on, i was so tired of everything.. life's hectic, and i was soo very stressed-up over everything.. i've lost my direction... i was always a planner, but at that time, i dont have any plan.. i felt nervous, i felt anxious.. i quit my part-time hospitality job.. i thought, it would be great if i could "Stop - Revive - Survive" .. so i quit and fly over to Melbourne for a trip, a Retreat.. walk around in da city, followed by ski trip at Mt. Buller for 2 days ..and back to Adelaide after a weeks' time.. a pretty short trip but Enjoyable.. i spent almost all my savings over the 1st half a year .. not too big an amount, though... However, I would say that It worth alot in term of what i get in return.. the feeling of "R-E-V-I-T-A-L-I-S-E-D" ..

Its Aug 20, week 4 of my Final sem in my Final Year of my First degree in Finance and the Final of my 18 years of study life.. too fast .. just like d'nise posted on her blog some times ago.. "Suddenly, I am free" .. suddenly, i am free... free from assignments and exam.. In fact, I am really looking forward to go into Investment Banking, Fund Management or Risk Management field in the coming future... i just cant held to apply what i've learn over the years in Adelaide University onto the real-life project..

I've just kind of arrange out what i should be doing for this couple of weeks.. of course there are the coursework that need to be completed, but yet, there are lots more, perhap something i could do in preparation for applying PR upon graduation.. also, job application..

"Beautiful Pain" :: The Tears - Here come the tears ::

well, generated my Unofficial transcript.. all of a sudden, i realize.. what had i do in the previous years in Adelaide University.. My results are R E A L sucks !!! what a shame of having to use them to apply for job.. feeling so hopeless.. anyway, still have to try, without trying, my chance of succeed , erm, in term of getting a Finance job, at least, would then be absolutely equal to zero..so, all i really need is LUCK and present well during the interview if i ever given the chance..

ohya, havent i mention about my recent crush ?? hehe.. his name is Carl*.. he is a smart person.. thats whats the fact proved and what my instinct told me too.. he is just of 17x height, i suppose.not tall.. handsome? erm, i had showed his pic which i got it "Somewhere" to most my close friend.. yea. well, none of them say he is handsome.. but, to me, he is.. at least he is Smart.. having a smart brain is the BEST asset a man could have.. isn't it..

till then, all the best to me.. haha.. seems like a pretty long update for a summary what had i been up to lately.. the next time i m here to update this blog thingy might be some times in the future .. When IDEA pops up again.. of coz, Mood is another factor of production to me..